March already???

So dumb but time seriously does fly. I can't believe we are already three months into 2010!

I'm feeling good, back to health finally. The antibiotics are my crack right now. Today is also my last day sitting around at home. It's back to the grind tomorrow, I'm looking forward to it but I'm sure by the time I get off tomorrow, I will have something to bitch about.

Today was pretty thrilling. I went to two different grocery stores, whoa nelly. I'm making spaghetti and meatballs tonight in honor of watching all of The Sopranos while under the weather. And I finally feel my appetite coming back. OH and I'm making desert, cinnamon crumb cake! YES! Uhh this is a dinner by myself might I add, haha.

I am also making Miss Lenora another CD. We've gotten super into trading our music and I love it. My favorite so far from her is Saturday Night AIM...you know since we sit at home and chat online on the weekends. I will share the play list soon. There's nothing like getting new music.

Sick days

Today was the 7th day I have been at home sick. I'm finally starting to feel somewhat alive again, but I am going crazy here! I want to get out of the house and do something but the adult side of me is telling me to stay here. Seriously, I am doing the most random shit ever trying to keep from getting bored. For instance, I just french braided my hair...what else? I downloaded some free tracks and cleaned my tub. Well this was all today, the first day I felt up to doing anything at all. Oh I had the flu and it was the most awful thing ever. I'm pretty sure I got the flu once when I was a kid but I barely remember it.AND I've missed a week of work, which I won't get paid for. GREAT! Luckily my sweet sweet momma came over everyday with meds and what not to help me out. Ahhh she also cleaned my apartment and took my little man out to potty. The roommate was helpful too, if I didn't have them I would have been calling on my bitches to come over. I now know you cannot have the flu and have no help. I will be more than happy to help a friend out if they are that sick...terrible.

This is boring me just talking about it.

Side note:
Bowser's behavior is getting worse with age. 5th birthday this summer.

Family

When I love someone and tell them (guys...girls) I mean it, absolutely positively mean it. It's not something I toy with at all. People tell me this is a Virgo thing, haha. Anyways when my older sister met her husband I was 9 or 10. It was kind of like getting another brother, don't get me wrong I love Chris (real bro) but two?? FUCK YES! Gordon saw me grow up, and completely turn into who I am today. I guess where I am getting is that he is no longer in my life really. Monica and Gordon's divorce was finalized the first week of the new year. I know I could never know what really went on in their eleven years together, but it makes my heart break. So my next topic is my brother, Chris. We were always the closest out of the siblings...I would say up until four years ago. Now he is married and expecting a baby in June. We never ever talk to each other anymore. The last time I saw him was on Christmas day, before that it was his wedding in September. WHO THE FUCK DOES THAT? I get it if your family isn't a tight knit one...but we are. I 100% blame it on his wife. I am aware that it is completely selfish of me to not like his wife and blah, blah, blah. BUT if you have spoken 3 words to her YOU FEEL FOR ME. The first Friday grandchild will arrive in June and for something that should be really exciting, well it's not. I just already feel sorry for the kid. She is family now, but have I ever told her I love her? Will I? I would have to be fucking shitty drunk, and even then I don't think I would. Closest male in my life is Andy. I talk to him every day a couple of times a day.He has become my family. Sometimes I wonder if I will still do this when I'm 30, unfortunately it wouldn't surprise me. In the back of my head I do want to get married someday but at this rate...come onnnn. HAHHA. At least I can joke about it right?

On a brighter side, Maryanne and Andrew seem to be going strong. I just hope that they can surpass all of the bullshit that comes with serious relationships, living together, expectations and such. They seem to be enjoying whatever comes their way.

I've been thinking about all this since I talked to my cousin Jackie the other day. She is 9 months pregnant, actually due any second. Her grandpa is in Laredo dying, and she can't go see him to say goodbye or attend the funeral. She is in Houston waiting to go into labor, and none of her immediate family will be able to be there for her. If I could up and leave I would.

I love you Jackie and I miss you, can't wait to see baby Michael :)

Dang hippies

I can't help but REALLY love this song...makes me happy.

Boyfren material...Jacques Dutronc

Daily 10

I will probably only do this once...here it goes

1. My family...duhh

2. Bowser

3. Having a job even though the pay is shitty.

4. Friends that enjoy drinking as much as I do, and for no reason at all.

5. Being comfortable with who I am.

6. Loved at least once...everyone should!

7. MY CLOTHES & SHOES (super stupid, but come on it's me)

8. My warm comfy bed.

9. My natural ability to make anyone look good. Just sayin :)

10. Sonic happy hour...best drinks ever. OK? Especially when you are really hungover and about to die of thirst.

So today happened...

ARG is really all I have to say.

I've been loving this snow, especially since it all happened on my days off. But today when I walked out to my car to head to work I noticed there was a TREE on it. GREAT. So that was problem # 1. So I had to call the city to get someone to come out and uhhh remove the tree??

To get to the next annoying thing that happened today, let me do some esssplainin.

I moved yet again. I really love this place cause it really is an upgrade. Dishwasher AND central air/heat?!?!? Nothings perfect though...I have no closet. So I have a rolling rack that is definitely supporting way too much weight. Hold up, no it's not cause it KEEPS BREAKING. And today it literally fell on my face. And it hurt.

Next up, my computer. It's dying a slow death. Well really just the battery, which really blows cause that will be ridiculously expensive to replace I hear.

So now that I have bitched and moaned enough, on to different topics! I am really terrible with this whole blogging bit. My last post was on my sisters birthday in Sept! I want to be better about it, but I want to be better about a lot of things. I have another friend on the bloggin wagon so hopefully she will force me to update more often.

Valentine's day is on Sunday, which for me means get super intoxicated after work. LOVE TO ALL.